Friday, June 29, 2007

i find it hard...

to think of a suitable title everything i blog, its like i hardly stick one topic, so it's kinda hard to come up with a specific title... but anyway...

in just about 5 days time, my 'adventure' will come to an end. In some obvious ways, i am hysterical, i mean, i'm finally graduating. well, not really, i hope i will eventually, but yar... i'm finally going back to singapore for not just winter or summer break.

i've got my placement in singapore, which is a good thing, i've been looking forward to this since forever. it maybe forlorn, according to my sup's description, it does sound that way to me. Nevertheless, that's part of my job scope, hence, i just can't wait to jump right in and get started. Afterall, this is serious work from now on.

On the other hand, also for obvious reasons, i am starting to miss brissy... afterall, i've been here for a long time. i celebrated my 21st birthday here, my friend list went from zero to hero... i grew from dependent to independent, i learnt to cook, wash my clothes, getting around alone, cried when i felt lonely or when i hear that everyone at home is having fun... all those sort of things. My life started from scratch and i build it years after years... and finally i get to where I am now. To look back, i realised that my life has taken some sort of a drastic change in a gradual manner. I'm beginning to enjoy such life... selfish, but independent life. afterall, nobody was here for me when i felt most lonely, i was here for myself, so many times, i had to talk myself out of it... I'm not a natural extrovert who make new friends easily, but i had to coax myself out of that shell. If I don't do it, i'll rot somewhere and nobody will know...

anyway... this is a whole new world that if i stayed in singapore, i will never have known. and i will surely miss this life when i go back. Most of all, i'm going to miss the weather... 4 seasons... singapore only have 2 seasons, rainy season and hot season... *sigh*

brissy's having stocktake sale... it's kinda like the great singapore sale, unfortunately, i have no more space to carry in my luggage, otherwise... i would have shop like i owned it. of cos, i did get a few things for meself, and my love ones... and i will get some more in the next few days... and i will try to bring them back and just like a santa claus, distribute them to those who have been nice.

i need to get some office wear, unfortunately, i have to cos there will be occassions where looking presentable is paramount. So... i'll shop around to see if there's anything i can get before i go back. As far as i know, the office wear in singapore is very expensive. do correct me if i'm wrong...

anyway...

bottom line is, as much as i'm excited about going back, some things are just hard to leave behind.

Posted by Piglet at 1:22 PM

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